Be Myself 4 once

I felt her tears roll down my cheek

It was me

It was me

I felt her eyes inside my own

I was weak

I was weak

I felt some shame behind these chords

I was free

I found peace

I found a way to wash my soul

On my knees

In the streets

Too drunk in love I can't wake up

Too much to run from legs ain't strong enough

I saw her pain but I ignored it

Me alone

On the road

On the road to being myself for once

On the road to being proud of myself for once

I was on the road to finding myself

Tryna be proud bruh

Tryna get crowds bruh

Mama said you should surround yourself with people of value

Come back to earth you far from the ground bruh

But I don’t owe no one a thing

I had decisions I made

Had to start living for me

Coach had me running the paint

Didn’t know I could make 3s

I saw the top of they heads

I felt like I was Kareem

For the music I’m a feen

When I do this man I bleed

I saw no life in the game

Put my heart in everything

When die I’ll be singing

When I die I’ll be

Tryna get back to the place I know

Do shows then I go back home

Just me and my lil ass demos

Fans sayin where the old della go

Man he Gone down a whole new road

One hand like I’m Odell bro

Still caught it with a flag on the floor

And I didn’t stop growing

Man I sang too much so I had to get flowing

I was on Mach 10 tryna put shit in motion

Pierre white way that I cook 4 courses

Wake up grind cause a break can’t afford it

Go to sleep praying

Go to sleep dreaming of making it

Go to sleep wake up in a cold sweat cause Everytime I dream I’m nameless

And my heroes done faded

And I’m so far from the stages

Everything I write sound basic

And I don’t like what I’m making

Tryna get back to the Joy when I found Eminem back when I was 8 and I think back to the shit I loved it was rap pop music hooks and the singing