distracted.

How can you heal from the things you can't see To runaway from all my problems I just dream Ran away left my anxiety up in the states Quietly didn't realize it'd lead to heartbreak Finally had to see her eyes it was a hard day Learnt that I gotta love myself first the hard way Last week we went to see kendrick up in Barclays Still felt like dying decided we had to part ways

Decisions decisions I thought that I already healed Nah ignoring it don't do shit And I just miss her I miss her But that's what a distraction is And when she's not around yea I resort Back to being a kid Like where's my mama know She asked me how I'd live If she was dead would I still go to music school Where would I get the bread And then I flew away and left all of my Baggage on the bed Hoping for better days And then I laid my problems all to rest What occurred The antithesis I guess this whole songs just one big signal For my distress I'm going through it is it obvious Tryna make Della a conglomerate

I thought I already healed from it I turned back ran away But I had to deal with it And now I see the hard way That I'll never feel different Now I see the hard way I never saw the real picture Kept myself distracted Now look at me I thought I already healed from it But I was distracted Yea but I was

I already healed from it I turned back ran away But I had to deal with it And now I see the hard way That I'll never feel different Now I see the hard way I never saw the real picture Kept myself distracted Now look at me

You're far too in turn girl even for me But yea that's easy to say For you it's harder to see I hate that I just make you cry And theres a cross in between Us and our legs and your arms It makes me just not wanna breathe I see you hiding your emotions While your grinding your teeth Nah see that sounds more like me I can't stop talking bout me How did you handle my head Did I give you room to breathe Damn I let you watch me pray Everyone else had to leave

I wanna be on TV You think I'll be on TV Mama don't even think that Maybe you're as blind as me But you believe in my dreams Yea you just understand me More than I understand me I wanna understand me